Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

Twenty-One , 16th October 1990
Complicated , Not Available

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

Inevitabe Love ♥

“life will be better in spring”
May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 July 2012

Monday, July 16, 2012 || 1:37 AM

I'm moving on , i guess .
It's just the ring that couldn't be remove :')

Tuesday, May 01, 2012 || 4:13 PM

你要结婚了,祝你幸福,永远 :)

Monday, April 02, 2012 || 3:57 PM

Is this just the beginning or you will always be so good to me ?

Sunday, March 18, 2012 || 3:03 PM


Thursday, March 01, 2012 || 3:25 PM

连生病了,第一个想到的,还是你 :(

Tuesday, February 21, 2012 || 4:49 PM


Tuesday, February 14, 2012 || 8:29 PM


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Happy Valentine
我还记得去年的情人节 :)

Monday, February 13, 2012 || 2:59 PM

Glad that you found your happiness :)

Thursday, February 09, 2012 || 4:08 PM

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Thursday, January 19, 2012 || 6:32 PM

A good boyfriend:

- is not a flirt
When you're at a party, look at how he socialises. Separate from him, and then watch him while he's solo. If he is just having civil conversation, fantastic. If you see him touching and complimenting another woman and his eyes roving all over the place, that's not good.
If you really like him, then at some point after the party talk to him about how that made you feel. Chances are he probably didn't know that his behaviour made you feel bad or was disrespectful. However, if he continues to flirt with other women, then he’s being very clear not only about who he is, but also about how little he respects you.

- makes time for you
If your boyfriend is spending a lot of time with you (and it's not just for sex), it's a very positive sign. Some guys may not be very comfortable expressing feelings of love but they may spend every available opportunity with you because they love you.
Even if he cannot meet you, a man who is involved with his relationship will always find an excuse to call you, be it to share a thought, or ask your opinion or because he misses you.

- is not a bad loser and is a gracious winner
How a guy loses can tell you who he is... especially if you're the one that beat him! How a man responds to defeat tells you how mature he is. Apart from not being a sore loser, the mark of a good man (and hence a good boyfriend and partner for you) is that he is humble about winning. This means not gloating and rubbing it in your face when he does get ahead at something or when he is right in an argument.

- tells you that he loves you
...and means it. Many men use fake declarations of love in order to manipulate women. They just say what you want to hear. And on the other extreme are the men who are commitment phobes who find it nearly impossible to tell you that he loves you... even after months and months of courtship.
A good boyfriend won't be ashamed of his love for you. He will not hide it from his family or friends. And most of all, he will not hide it from you.

- is not volatile
Couples, even the best ones, will fight. When you have your first fight, pay attention to it. You can tell just about everything you need to know about a person by the way they fight. You simply do not know someone until you’ve had a fight with them. How violent? Rational? Crazy are they? How fast and easily does he erupt and how long does the anger last. Does he hold grudges?
When you disagree, and your boyfriend starts attacking you verbally or physically, then he's not a man, he's a beast. If he is rational, sticks to the point and actually listens and gives you a chance to explain, then you have a good boyfriend. Keep him, and treat him well.

- lets you be yourself
A good boyfriend does not try to control or change you but is attracted to you for who you are. If he is overly possessive, critical, irrationally jealous or dictates what you can or cannot do, then he is a bad boyfriend. A good boyfriend plays more of a supportive role and seeing you happy makes him happy.
Actually, when you look at it simply, a good boyfriend should have all the qualities you want in a best friend ...... oh and, of course there needs to be sexual compatibility too! :)

Tuesday, January 17, 2012 || 10:59 AM

Our Heart Will Always Remain As One ♥
I love you always , my dear :)

Sunday, January 15, 2012 || 5:49 PM

原来看见自己心爱的人开心,自己脸上也会不知不觉挂上笑容 ♥

Saturday, January 14, 2012 || 9:58 AM

We all came to a part of our life whereby leaving is not the only choice , but choose instead .
You might have left , you might have move on , you might not love me anymore .
But the more you push me away , the more i want to fight for it .
Yes , i couldn't afford to lose , because you taught me what is trust and love .
Perhaps one day you will come back , perhaps that day will never come .
You wanted freedom than me , this gave me so much reason to let go , but i couldn't .
I'm still trying , very very hard , not to cry , to move on , to lead my own life .

Friday, January 13, 2012 || 6:32 PM


|| 9:38 AM

I wonder if you still read my blog to know my thoughts .

Wednesday, January 11, 2012 || 11:16 PM

Every night i go to bed thinking of you , what about you ? :)

|| 4:46 PM

You're constantly on my mind , dear ♥

|| 10:20 AM

Silently waiting for you return .
No matter how long it's gonna take .

Sunday, January 08, 2012 || 11:43 AM

I love you too much to let you go like that .
Can we have another chance , please ? :'(

Thursday, January 05, 2012 || 5:24 PM

Remember what your reply was when i asked playfull if you need to change a girlfriend ?
You told me "can i ?"
Now you can , leading a happy life without me and hurt me like nothing .
Guys are really 情绪化 .
One moment treat you super good , another moment ignore you .
Suddenly feel like laughing at myself .
Why did i even land myself in such a state .

cuts are not even as hurting as how you had hurt me ...

|| 10:35 AM

I'm so afraid to meet you .
I'm so afraid that it will be the last time .
I'm so afraid of losing you .
Can i just love you solely like how i used to ? :'(

Tuesday, January 03, 2012 || 11:01 PM

还记得你的每一句话,“没有人没了谁会死”,所以只要你幸福就好 :)

Friday, December 30, 2011 || 10:30 AM


|| 12:27 AM

I'm totally boken .
Though there were plenty of tears dripping ,
Tons of thoughts ,
But i believe next one will be better :)
加油 (^x^)

Friday, December 23, 2011 || 11:58 PM

It doesn't matter if you're away 1 week or 1 month ,
Still you will never miss me .
Utterly disappointed .

Thursday, December 22, 2011 || 10:38 PM

This isn't love at all . Fcuk .
I shouldn't say i don't deserve you ,
You actually don't deserve me .
Waste time .

|| 12:31 AM

Have i been loved by you before ?
I always thought it was something which no one has ever given me .
But then again , you're so much more important than i am .

I was never loved .

Saturday, December 17, 2011 || 12:37 AM

Shouldn't a boyfriend at least try to act like you care when you're together ?
Even if it's not true , even if it's just acting , even if it's making your girl smile for a moment ..
It is so hard ?

Yes , definitely a tough task for you .
To even spent one night with me ,
To fall asleep with me ,
To have one proper conversation .
To do anything .
So impossible .

Because a man will never think how a woman is thinking .
Because they will never be so free to spare a thought .

Saturday, December 10, 2011 || 11:52 PM


Wednesday, November 23, 2011 || 2:52 AM

I feel like crying , but there seems no tears any more .
The worst feeling ever . hais .
Can i end everything , now ?

|| 2:23 AM

彻底的死心 < / 3

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Monday, November 14, 2011 || 12:36 AM


|| 12:26 AM

I don't want a relationship like that :'(

|| 12:12 AM

好想有一个真心爱我的人 ^^

Monday, October 31, 2011 || 12:41 AM

学会松开就是成长的第一步 ^^

Thursday, October 13, 2011 || 5:54 PM

这样,就不会再受伤 ^^

Tuesday, October 11, 2011 || 4:02 PM


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Monday, October 10, 2011 || 2:27 AM


Saturday, October 08, 2011 || 2:18 AM

Counting down to 16th October , i'll be officially 21 years old ^^
Celebrating at Costa Sand Resort , Pasir Ris on the day itself .
Resort booked :) Cake ordered :)) Food and beverages ordered =D
Everything settled ^^

Thanks to Kevin korkor ^^
Off day bring me to order cake then BBQ wholesale to have all my enquiries answered :))
Now i can sit back and relax and wait for the day ^^

Watched 'Real Steel' yesterday then 'The Change-Up' today =D
Both was a great show :)

Still thinking whether to help Bel by being her sister on her wedding day on the 15th October .
First , theme was pink/white which i have neither .
Second , first time being sister =X
Third , it falls on the day before my birthday -.-
So , i'm still thinking ..

I've learnt that i can never rely on anyone anymore .
It was just for a moment that i thought i can rely on someone .
But reality brought me back to cruelty .
I still have to stand on my own , always will and never changed .